Do you really know me...?

Hey!

I’ve been following a lot of new blogs lately, and it seems like everyone has done the “If you really knew me..” post.

Well, after wondering for weeks if I really knew what I would say about myself, I figured I’d give it a shot! 

Here goes nothin’…

If you really knew me, you would know that 2012 has been the hardest year of my life. Praying that from today on, I am able to turn it around and make the end of the year the best year.

If you really knew me, you would know If I could get away with it, I would have a bloody mary every morning for breakfast. I don’t know what it is about them, but I wake up every day wanting one.

Baha- not an alcoholic, I swear! ;)

If you really knew me, you would know I don’t open up to many people. There are less than a hand full of people that really do know me.

What people don’t really understand is, you only know what I want you to know…….

If you really knew me, you would know I am obsessed with shopping online, filling my cart up and imagining where I would wear the outfits to. Then X’ing out because I don’t have any money. How depressing right!?!? Bahaha. But I do it, almost every day!!! 

If you really knew me, you would know my best friend and & weren’t always best friends. I swear we were separated at birth. We were friends in grade school & high school, but weren’t that close until after HS. God, I have no idea what I would do without her today!!!!!!

If you really knew me, you would know I have had my license for ALMOST 9 years and I am on my 10^th vehicle. 

If you really knew me, you would know I am ready for a new vehicle already- and I’ve made 2 payments on my car.

If you really knew me, you would know I cuss like a sailor. I really can’t help it. And my 3 year old is constantly tell me “mommy, you can’t say that, that’s a bad word”. At least he’s a good boy and doesn’t pick up on it! Definitely on my list to stop doing.. ekk.

 If you really knew me, you would know I speed. Everywhere I go. Even when I’m early. It can be 5 over or 20. I don’t even realize I’m doing it. And my hubby is a cop. Whoops.

If you really knew me, you know I have the absolute biggest fear of losing my LEO. Things being on the rocks or not, he is the father to my kids, and every single day he works, I have a fear of getting a phone call that he has been hurt.

If you really knew me, you would know I really wanted to name Landon, Dexter. Yes after the serial killer tv show. I love that show. And love the name. Wouldn’t he make a cute Dex?!? But Dane said no. Boo. Maybe next baby.

If you really knew you, you would know that last comment was complete bullshit. I am DONE having babies. No Dexter for me. Maybe a dog.

If you really knew me, you would know that I LOVE my job, but want to do something different with it. Maybe some new changes in the future..?!

If you really knew me, you would know I have an obsession with Justin Bieber. And after a few beers I have no problem belting out “baby baby baby Ohhhhhhhhhh” over the karaoke speakers in a bar. Ashamed? Maybe a little.

Alright-That’s all I have for now! Thanks for getting to know me a little better!!
It’s almost the weekend! Whoop!
Happy Thursday!
xo